BPD is all at once and nothing at all. A lot of people today suffer from this mental condition. I am one of them. Here are my symptoms listed for BPD Diagnosis. Put into 4 parts, I try to bring over the actual facts of my own issues.
A few days ago … My mental state
I feel like I a currently dying, alone, alive all at once. I know nobody cares. I know nobody will understand. Thus I am here! So awake. SO present. I’ve been through something similar before. They call it depression. I…
My childhood dream
I don’t play. I never play. But there I was, sitting on my chair, letting my hands flow over the octaves and my eyes skim the notes. It was late at night and raining, thus I played my tunes. I was so scared of touching and making music for way too long… I used to sing through hallways, used to play my songs. What was I so afraid of? Why still, I am? I could have been a dancer, but I let the pain kill my spirit. Which I try to get back now…maybe too late; to become my childhood dream.
I cried today – I don’t cry
Poetry on feeling all alone in this world I hate it. Today I realized what my gut told me once all over again. They hate me. What is wrong with me? The pain of being disapproved is ashy than the…
What depression looks like and does to your mind
Official Mental Health Blog for young adults, students and Teenagers by edisluve Part 1: What does depression feel like? or the feeling of turning crazy! “About the darkness in the light.” – by Nina N.N, Edisluve The absurd thought of…