How to stop overthinking “See this woman in the parc…That’s me. See that kid laughing and jerking around with his friends…that’s me. See this baby crying, or this girl getting her first kiss from a boy she doesn’t even like…. that’s me. I wanted it all! I wanted the love, the success, the many, the…
A few days ago … My mental state
I feel like I a currently dying, alone, alive all at once. I know nobody cares. I know nobody will understand. Thus I am here! So awake. SO present. I’ve been through something similar before. They call it depression. I call it wanting to be asleep, thus feeling way too awake. In the end, I…
I cried today – I don’t cry
Poetry on feeling all alone in this world I hate it. Today I realized what my gut told me once all over again. They hate me. What is wrong with me? The pain of being disapproved is ashy than the pain coming out of nothing. It is more like the smell after a fire. As…